why i don't go to parties on long island...

so last night i went to a party on long island. i haven't been to a party like this since the end of high school. i never have fun at these beer pong, stand around, no (good) music, card playing, parties. i love leaving the house at 11, going to a house party, getting niiiice, and then dancing until 2am. <- that is a fun time! but this... not so much. let me set up the scene:

Character List
*No Shirt Guy* runs around crazily, screaming in an annoying "italian-new york" accent, without a shirt, making out with his slutty girlfriend who looks like she's not a day older than 12.
*Slutty Party Girl* is the girlfriend of No Shirt Guy and walks around the beer pong table, dancing awkwardly and off beat, she weighs about 67 pounds and has about a year's worth of hair gel in her head
*My Friend's Roommate* was altogether pretty cool, but her laugh was off the chains! not only was the laugh startlingly loud, but it was high pitched and never-ending!!!! when she would laugh, the whole party seemed to stop what they were doing and look at her
*Other Guys* were mostly just drinking, making out with their girlfriends, playing video games or cards, and just overall acting like idiots.
*Other Girls* were either making out with the guys, watching the beer pong ppl, or doing that same awkward dancing thing..

it was crazy boring... might i add in i was high... anyway, it was soo boring. i didn't feel like doing any of the 'activities' that were going on, including drinking (beer is so fattening) so i just sat around. oh.. which reminds me of something that bothers me...

white ppl are all of a sudden so comfortable saying the 'n' word. i don't give NO kind of fuck if there is an 'er' or and 'a' ending, that word should be completely off limits to white people. i mean, it should never leave their lips. they shouldn't even be thinking it! idk, maybe they didn't see me, a black chick, sitting there, or maybe they saw me and it didn't phase them. but either way, they should be seriously injured for saying that word. i don't like that shit. its bad enough that we black people say it. right? right.

that party was proof to me that i need to go to DC asap and party forreal. and its another reason to never come back.

ps... things with *mark are good. really good : )