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whats been going on in my life. oh lordy. well i'm really HATING my classes right now. all but math and principles of speech. i like those classes. i have this class called Language Development. UGH. i have no idea what that bitch be sayin!! lol. i just don't know what the hell she is talking about! then i have French. no comment. then there is speech and hearing. i'm doing fine in that class but there is a project coming up that completely baffles me. oh fucking well. so all in all, classes are kicking my ass right now and its not cool.
in other news...

i went to work again (for 30 minutes only because the kids were sleeping grr.) however, it wasn't a complete bust because i got to look at the H.O.T.T gym teacher. oh my lawd he is one fine hunk of man. i mean, chile, he is FOIIIIINE. hes probably my skin tone (unusual for me i know) pretty tall... and he clearly loves kids.. which is cute even though i don't like kids. it just shows that he probably is really caring and sweet. and did i mention that he is fine? cuz he definitely is. i saw him the first day i came to EWS but i saw him from afar. the next time i came i saw him and i realized he was fine. the third time i came he actually spoke to me. and i quote, "Welcome to Physical Education." in my head i said, "baby, you can physically educate me anytime you want" lmao. then the other gym teacher asked if i wanted to climb the rope... i was like 'i'm good'. then Hottie Teacher actually started climbing the rope. that was really sexy to watch. lol. watching him exert all that strength got me HOT! lmao. i wish i could talk to him on a more... personal.... level. lmao.
in other news...

SOMEONE STOLE MY MOTHER FUCKING BREAD! i went grocery shopping yesterday and when i went to make a sandwich later on, i couldn't find my bread. its fucking gone. i really feel that someone stole it. i remember it being in my room when i unpacked my groceries and now its just gone?! what the fuck! well that really upset me.
in other news...

Romeo never called. just like his name implied. i mean, 3 days is a long time.. its PLENTY of time. so if he was ever gonna call, i really feel that it would have been in those first few days. anything past that is kind of ridiculous. i mean, if he does call... i don't know. i mean, i'll answer the phone, but Nice Lauren won't be present. Bitch Lauren is gonna answer the phone.

My grades... I have been trying pretty hard in my classes, i have five classes, 3 Satisfactory's and one Unsatisfactory and one blank. lol. thats good enough for me. French is a motherfucking BIYATCH! fuck you oaky... fuck YOU!

man, i had a lot to talk about today. sweet! i'm getting kinda homesick again. i just miss my brothers and my mom and deborah a lot. i feel like i should miss my dad but.. i just don't. my goal for the week is to call him. whenever i go to call him, i talk myself out of it. terrible, i know. i still have time, right?

in more news! damn. today, i was thinking about my hair and how i'm going natural and what not, and i started to picture myself with dreads. i wonder what that would look like on me. two of my friends opinions are that it won't look right on me but I DON'T CARE. lol. i do what i want.

peace