fall asleep smiling

ahhhh! <- that was supposed to sound like a sigh. lol. i am definitely going to fall asleep smiling. last week i couldn't have been any lower, but things could only go up, and they are! good thing number one, the gym. i really missed working out. like, it was such a big part of my life for most of high school. working out just makes you feel good, like you've accomplished something good. not to mention the trainers, they're so great. i mean technically they aren't my trainers cuz i don't pay them, lol... but they make good friends lol. they're all cool as shit, like, i love those guys. good thing number two... i'm talking to CGT again. he called me and basically asked me to help him out cuz he is sick. pathetic. but i did it. we met up and went to CVS so he could get cold stuff. so i stayed with him in bed for a little bit then i tucked him in and kissed him goodnight (i better not get sick, shit). any hoo, it was really cute and i really did miss him. like things would remind me of him and i'd just try not to think about it or just shrug it off. but i can't front, i missed him. and he said he missed me too : ). anyways, i'm just so happy, like, i missed his scrawny ass! lol. everything is just smoothing out and i feel much better about things. i'm going home next week and i'm just HAPPY. yay!

peace