MOI!!!

ME!! i spent a lot of time this summer focusing on myself rather than the boys that came in and out of my life. that decision was most definitely a good one, and today i realized that it shouldn't stop just because the summer is over. in this new 'relationship' of sorts i need to really keep him on the back burner and keep myself unattached. i REFUSE to get hurt in this situation and the only way to accomplish that is to not be attached. i mean sure, i like him (CGT for those of u who don't read regularly)... but he can't be numero uno on my list of things and people that are important to me. he isn't. he never was. but i'm just saying, i gotta keep it like that. and also... i have to make sure that he realizes that thats all he is to me.. entertainment.
ow ow OWW!
peace