overreaction

okay, my hair is fine. i definitely flipped out. my advice to myself: don't get hair done while expecting period.

funny story.

i went to waldbaums with nigel today and i saw a guy i dated briefly. i ended it with him because he was gang affiliated. sure its funny now, but at the time i was hurt. my relationship with my best friend jason was effected VERY much by gangs in a negative way, so i'm more sensitive to it than maybe other ppl would be. plus, here i am this jappy, preppy, princess dating someone in a gang?! that just doesn't fit. i can't help it that i'm a sucker for good looks and nice sneakers! but i'm not gonna be involved with someone gang affiliated! thats not someone i can bring home to poppa. lol. anyway. i have this thing that like, i really want to be nice to people, and i rarely give second chances to people that really hurt me.

okay so right now we're just talking on aim. it can't hurt right? idk. i've been trying my best to focus on myself and what not. men usually distract me from doing that... i know he said that he wants to be "friends" but thats a ploy if i ever heard one. i'm going to play it extremely safe with this one.

my back hurts and i'm a little thirsty.