hello again

okay so before i was upset. i've calmed down. i do have really bad cramps right now though. brb i'm gonna go take some midol. back! well i guess in my life right now i don't feel like i have a lot to look forward to. the things i DO look forward to are trumped by the things that stress me. here are some of the examples:

--i'm looking forward to having my breast reduction surgery BUT idk if the insurance company will cover it or not

--i'm looking forward to my birthday tomorrow BUT none of my friends will be there with me (minus rissa)

--i'm looking forward to actually relaxing this summer BUT i have to take this math class

--i'm not looking forward to the math class but... i'm not even sure i can get into the class

i took the damn midol, and i still can't even breathe!!