ingrate

right now i'm crying. and i can't stop. maybe its because i have my period. maybe its because i'm completely stressed out. maybe its because its my birthday tomorrow and i'm pretty certain its going to totally suck. i never get too excited for my birthday. it always turns out really bad. this year it will suck because none of my friends with the exception of clarissa will be home. i got into a fight with my mom today. everything thats been going wrong since i've left school is an indication that this summer isn't going to be as great as i thought it would be. the summer class i was supposed to be in is all full and i have to contact my school to see if i can take it somewhere else now. thats going to be a hassle now. today sucksss. this summer is going to suck. everything sucks. and im sad. and of course right now my mom is yelling at me for not being thankful..


fuck being thankful.