well i know my faithful readers have missed me. lmao. i don't have faithful readers!! anyway. i'm going on vacation in a few hours (to martha's vineyard...thats near massachusetts ok?) sooo i guess the reason i haven't written is because nothing has really happened. the ex that i started talking to again is on the 'hey babe' status.. ahh! i don't like that! i haven't had attention like this for a long time... mostly because i shunned it. i don't know... the last relationship made it very difficult to trust guys. its so funny because all guys... ALL guys always say this very line "i'm different" and i can't believe that every time i believe that shit! i actually believe them. of course i don't, at first... but eventually i give in and date them... then they lie, cheat, or steal, and then we break up. yeah. thats how every relationship has gone for me. anyway. i am very very very weary of starting a new relationship because i am sick of getting hurt. i mean, if every relationship ends with me getting hurt... why would i want to start up a new one right?
okay..i was watching that show Intervention...and it was on an alcoholic.
Question: is it bad that watching her binge drink.. kinda made me crave some beer? leave a comment with an answer
i am really into watching stuff about prison, drugs, serial killers, rapists... i REALLY enjoy it. the crime and investigation channel is my new obsession. there has GOT to be something wrong with that. maybe i should talk to my therapist about that. no lie, there is a serious rush that comes over my body when i see that law and order svu is on or when there is a new true life about addiction or disease. i'm definitely a sick lady.
maybe i'll go on vacation and meet some great guy and fall in love in two weeks and it'll be just like Grease! how sad...i have to compare my life with musicals. *sigh*
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