the morning after

what constitutes cheating? like, there can be so many different definitions to it. is it sex? kissing? impure thoughts (lol)? well i think everyone has their own views of cheating and for me, i think its whatever u did that u wouldn't want ur partner to know about. so maybe i cheated? jesus i don't know.
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okay this idea came to my head about a week ago when I let a guy I didn't really know, sleep in my bed. we didn't have sex, we didn't even kiss. we barely touched! but for some reason, i felt extremely guilty, but i had to get over that. the relationship i was in ended, and i actually regretted not doing anything with that guy lol. either way, both little flings are over, and now i can focus on myself.
indepndence!

first things first

okayyyy well my name is lauren. my 'blogname' is shockfacee. well lauren, how did you come up with the name shockfacee? my friend and i like to make this "shockface" and we call it the ummm shockface. and i added the extra 'e' for emphasis. so thats all it is. i'll put up a picture so y'all can see what it looks like.

okay so, interesting facts about me. i am 18 soon to be 19, i attend Howard University in washington, dc.. i'm originally from long island. i am a mighty taurus lol. i got a tattoo yesterday. i also like piercings and i have 8. i am currently seeing a guy named lawrence. hes great and i love him very much. hes from chicago and he also goes to Howard. he likes designing clothes and one day he is going to be very famous.

right now im visiting with my older cousin shereen in north carolina for spring break. the only real exciting thing i did was get my tattoo which says "it is well with my soul" on my inner left wrist. its SICKKKKK i love it. all my life i was under the impression that tattoos were just unbearably painful. but i barely felt it. oh well.

i swear to god it'll get more interesting...im just kinda...not interesting today. whatev.