day one

today is my first day of new boobs!! it is the most pain i've experienced in my life. vicadin is NOT strong enough!! you won't believe this but the most painful part of this whole surgery was the anesthesia tube that went down my throat. it feels like strep throat.. plus i got a fat lip on one side. honest to god, thats the worst part. my boobs themselves don't even hurt. its the sides like, under my arms that hurt. thats where i got the lipo. it hurts second to my throat. i didn't throw up... but i felt nauseous when i stood up one time and they freaked out! lol. i was supposed to stay over night but.. i didn't! i BEGGED to go home. i didn't want to stay in there all night man! i can't lie down on my back, i'm basically sitting up at like a 80 degree angle. not too comfortable.. but its as comfortable as i can get right now.

last night, or this morning i should say, at 2am, i had to pee. i decided to go by myself. bad idea. i couldn't get back in bed properly so i was in pain for about an hour thinking of ways to get in touch with my parents. i called every phone that we have in this house and of course, no one answered. the house phone didn't even ring. i thought about just getting up and going over there, but the thought of getting up out of bed and then back into bed didn't sound too good. so i ended up falling asleep for 2 more hours. when i woke up, i had to pee again, i decided to go it alone. then on the way back i got my mom so she could help me get back in bed. she gave me my 'medication' and helped me out. she got me ice chips (without a spoon so i can't even eat those) and cold water. for some reason, warm water hurts my throat even more.

the other really painful part (to me) was the IV!! omg it hurt SOOO badly. when the nurse took it out (finally) it was bleeding a lot cuz she didn't put enough pressure. through the IV she gave me morphine which BURNED THE SHIT out of my hand when it went in. omg. that was soo bad. the morphine did not make anything hurt less. so i don't really know what the purpose of that was. hmm.

right now its 6:12 am and i can't sleep so i'm just gonna wait for maury to come on later at 9. i'm also trying to think of things that i can eat that won't reeeeeally hurt my throat. this sucks right now, but i know its gonna be worth it so can't complain TOO much!