Serious Serious Update

okay yall, this past week has been one of the most difficult weeks of my entire life. right after i finished writing on here, my computer fell off my bed, which triggered my hardrive to say 'fuck you lauren, and everything you stand for" and um, yeah. i lost EVERYTHING. it was like starting from scratch with my computer. i lost all my picture, music, documents, everything. but its not as bad as it seems. i only lost the pictures that weren't on facebook, and my documents. i was able to recover my music from my ipod. sooo all wasn't lost. thank god. they were able to fix my computer within 24 hrs so i went to the mall this morning to go get it. i am sooooo happy i got it back!!

in other news... i'm noto talking to CGT anymore. for the usual reason, i won't have sex with you, you don't wanna talk to me. can't get upset over that.

in other news, i have all this stupid homework to do this weekend. i have no idea how i'm gonna get it all done. i have 3 papers, a speech, a take home test, and one test to study for. i've been working for about 3 hours trying to find articles to do two of the papers on. i can't fall behind... this is when the whole semester starts coming to a head and i can't slack now! heres a list of my classes and how i think i'm doing...

speech and hearing- A or B definitely
principles of speech- A or B definitely
math- pass (its a pass/fail class)
language development- A or B
french- D if i'm lucky

yeah, french is always a difficult one. if i can get an A on this take home test and do well on the next test and the final, i'll be good money with at least a C or a D. Preferably a C. we'll see lol.

in other great news, i have been going to the gym... unfortunately my eating habits haven't really improved, but hey, i'm burning calories. there are some really nice/hot trainers there too, so its all good.

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so i just got back from the gym and got stopped by these Israelites and they are fucking crazy. i listened impatiently until they said that god hates white people. i had to leave on that note. this caused me to get into an argument with my 'gym buddy' and i honestly do not want to talk to her again. i am just not having a very good week. i am too sick of the bullshit and i just need a vacation right now.

"don't, do me"

that is a very popular saying at howard.... it means 'don't try to play me'... that is my message to you, CGT. Do not, do me. you'll regret it. i'm too fine for that shit. lol. just playin. but i miss him and i didn't get to see him this weekend. total bummer. but this week should be fun. no class tue or thurs so its gonna be drunkenness all week! can't wait!
xoxopeace