this is my brain on....VACATION

my winter break has been great so far. very little stress in my life. i'm just waiting for my grades to finally come in. that could take weeks. who knows?? here's what i've done so far.
wednesday: came home. cut off all my hair. went to sleep. EVENTFULLLL!
thursday: i woke up like super early and messed around doing nothing, then i went to sleep until about 11:30am. when i woke up my mom came home from work early so i talked to her for a bit. then i went to the verizon store because my phone was all messed up. they gave me a new one! then i went to European Republic... one of my favorite food places on the island. it was yummmmmyyyy. then i picked my brother up from school a little later. i don't think i did much else, probably just went to bed. haha. (i sleep a lot when i'm home)
friday: i woke up around 8am and then i made the silly decision to go to the gym. as you know i have been going to washington sports club and because i'm now a member, i can go to other sports clubs. so i went to NY sports clubs. UGH i hated it. its like the size of the average living room. its like a bunch of treadmills on top of each other. omg. that shit was SO tiny. i hate feeling cramped when i'm trying to work out. i think i'll try a different one on long island. because that was nooo good. when i came home i ate breakfast and then watched CSI until i fell asleep. (see, more sleep) lets see.. today!
today i woke up and did some nothing, lol... then i went for a run with my dad. its annoying running with him cuz he likes to talk and i like to focus on running. anyhoo, it was good. i was impressed with my endurance! speaking of which, i wanna lose between 10 and 13 pounds during this vacation. thats my lil goal. lol. now i'm just hanging out with my friend and my brother and his friend at my house cuz my parents aren't home. i loveeee vacation.

The Big Chop

thats right. i did it! i chopped off all of my hair. haha. it is soooo great! i feel like i've been freed from the chains of my permed hair! and i'm so happy with it, i honestly do not care what people have to say about it because i think its so great. i love the curl pattern that i had no idea that i had. yes, it is quite short, but i like it! when it grows out more, it will look even cuter and i'll be able to do more with it. i might color it..but i don't know yet. i love love LOVE it. I told CGT and he didn't seem to care (which is good!) and i'm going to send him a picture. we'll see how that goes lol. i am sooo happy!!!

so bittersweet!

today is THE day. i'm on my way home as i type! but i'm not fully happy. why? because of CGT! UGH! i feel like such a pussy. i'm supposed to be tough and look at me. WEAK! i was like, genuinely upset when i left him this morning. i was walking back to my dorm listening to 'i'm yours' by jason mraz and i was feeling like, sad. ew. lauren! snap out of it! okay. but i'm also gonna miss my good good friends such as dani *shouts to dani b!* lol. on to more important things...

i have a HUGE period-related pimple on my chin right now. it HURTS SO BADDDD!!!

item number two: i was recently put on to www.pandora.com it is like, the coolest thing ever. you create an account with the site and then basically, you type in an artist or song. they'll play a song from the artist and then they play other songs by similar sounding artists. you create your own radio station basically. it can be really nice. and you can make as many stations as you want. its really great. try it out.

item number three: i am really truly excited to go home. tonight i'm chopping off all of my hair. i'm not being girly and dramatic like, i'm actually only trimming it or something... i am literally cutting off ALL my hair. well not all per-se, but it's going to be very very short. lol. i'm SHITTING. like i'm really scared, but my hair sucks and i'm tired of it honestly. btw, don't try to stop me. i'm DOING it. remember how i said a while ago that i was going 'natural'... yeah, this is the 'big chop' part of it. so um, yeah. pictures are inevitable on this one... even if i hate it.

thats all folks!

peace!