so excited!!! yayyyyy

this self revelation shit is really hard. its made me re-evaluate a lot of stuff that i've left untouched in the inner depths of my mind!!
anyway. my friends that i had anticipated coming for so long have finally arrived. i am sad that i feel this way, but i was let down.

they came and brought the worst thing EVER....NEGATIVITYYYY!!! WHYYYY!! so i made an executive decision and decided that i need to take a big step backkkkk...i need to focus on positivity this summer. i really need to avoid the negative this summer because i just don't want to associate myself with that. i want to be happy. i think i'm like... finding myself or something.

so i'm going to be working at outback in june. more importantly...

I'M GOING TO NORTH CAROLINAAAA!!!!!!! i am sooo sooo SOO excited. like i had the best time when i went, thats where i started this whole blogging business any hoo. i just bought the ticket today. i am so so so so so excited. i feel like this is probably going to be the most fun part of my summer. if its anything like my spring break, i know for sure that i'll have fun! omg. did i mention that i'm excited? well i am, i'm SO excited!!! ahh!

i'm excited : )