..Pink Diaries..

..Pink Diaries..
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Sunday, March 22, 2009

YO YO YO

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www.moreuniquethanmyname.wordpress.com

PEACE<3

Sunday, February 22, 2009

if you loved me...

you would go to my new blog and comment on them!!!!!!!

www.moreuniquethanmyname.wordpress.com

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Semi-Farewell

This is my semi-farewell. I feel that this blog has run its course. I am moving on y'all! No no no, don't cry! I'm just moving to wordpress.com because its cool! and i need to start over. i want to have a blog that i can share with more people... this blog is just way too personal. i know all the people who read it (for the most part). when something super exciting happens, i'll come and write it... but u can catch me on wordpress from now on i guess....

www.moreuniquethanmyname.wordpress.com

its been real!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's Blogggg

i am so happy guys! i had the best valentine's day EVER! and see?? my last entry was so perfect, i decided not to be bitter but i also didn't get my hopes up and i was so pleasantly surprised. this was my day:

first of all, i had gone to a party with my cousin, which is another post all on its own. so i left her house saturday morning and got back home. then my mom and i went to the mall and did some damage :)... i got some really cute stuff including the outfit i wore later on that night for my hot date lol. so i got back home and around 7pm, John got to the train station by me. now if you don't remember john, he has been mentioned several times before. i met him right before i came to howard this year blah blah. anyway, he came and we went to outback and had dinner (yes, he paid lol). after that we went to the park and walked around the water and talked. soo nice :)... then we went over to starbucks but we ended up just sitting in my car and talking and listening to music. (ooh! and he was holding my hand too!) so it was getting late and we ended up going back to the train station and waiting for the train. omg you guys, it was so freakin cute!! okay so i was on the platform waiting with him and we start kissing. haha. he said, "soo now we're making all these other people jealous because they're alone" which i thought was hilarious. i think i have had enough bad valentine's days to deserve one this great. yay :)

peace<3

Friday, February 13, 2009

Some Random Ish For You

*i've decided not to be bitter/mad about valentines day. that takes too much energy. i have way too much to be happy about, to be sad about something as trivial as that. i may not have a boo or a boyfriend.. but i have a shit-ton of love in my life. love from my family, my friends, my turtle, i mean.. come on! i know there are people who love me and appreciate me. to be honest, those relationships will last longer than any meaningless boyfriend or girlfriend i have right now. and another thing. i realize that black women and asian men are the least married people in america. asian men, i don't know why... i guess the asian women honestly just DO NOT fuck with asian men. but i have a few ideas as to why black women don't get married. we're bitter! and i am too young to feel as bitter as i do. i'll be damned if i spend the rest of my goddamn life all alone. so for now, i'll just cheer the fuck up and wait it out.
thanks dani b

*i am currently on my way home (entering new jersey as i type). i am so elated to be going home. i miss my family and friends from LI so much. i am enjoying this bus ride immensely. i downloaded music already. i've been on a recent amy winehouse kick. i'm legit obsessed with her music. but it makes me sad because i don't know if she can make a recovery or a comeback. did yall know that she used to be kinda thick? like, this chick had meat on her. crack is a hell of a drug.

*this is really random. but i want a wig. not a crazy lace-front or anything.. just a regular wig. lol. i want it to be a bob with bangs..jet black. it will be like my alter ego... i would just wear it out when i'm trying to be fancy lol. i really want one...

*my stomach has been feeling really weird lately. i haven't been eating a lot at all (ever since my mom had a total thrombo when i told her how much i weighed)... not have i just been eating less.. i CAN'T eat what i used to be able to eat. like, i feel full really fast. i was just feeling hella hungry, ate half a sandwich and i'm full like shit.

*really cool thing... the other day i sat in the sauna after working out.. it felt sooo good! afterwards my body felt so limber and agile. it was great. i could touch my toes with no problem (i'm NOT flexible). it was really coollll.

thats all folks!
peace<3

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

oh lawddd

i have a really bad headache right now. if i don't make sense... thats why.

i get really bad headaches after i take naps. the longer the nap, the worse the headache. my mom says its because i'm waking up in the middle of a sleep cycle. she might be right.

i am still head over heels in love with mr. perfect. he texted me today, and it was magical. did u hear that? HE texted MEE!!!

CGT was such a waste of my time, how come yall didn't tell me?! i would go into detail about what happened when i saw him the other day, but that would be wasting even more time. he is too through.

if i could do anything in the world right now. i would take twenty dollars...go buy a bag and roll myself a nice fat blunt. then, i would smoke that blunt while listening to amy winehouse (my new obsession, i know, i'm late).. and then i would go to sleep. but for now, i will just listen to amy winehouse...and go to sleep..dreaming about mr. perfect. sighss...

i'm gonna sound like a fiend for a second... i am experiencing one of the best tv seasons EVER. i have something to watch everyday from sunday to thursday... its the BESTTT!!!


*i fell asleep right after writing this. but yeah. i felt mad shitty. i feel better now. luv ya. muah!*

peace<3

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Pinky's Golden Rule

treat others how you want to be treated... yeah thats good and all, but i have my own golden rule.

"Lauren does whatever the hell she wants, she might ask for your opinion, but at the end of the day, its her way or the highway"

if you want to be my friend, kick it with me, be around me, its really best that you understand the sentence quoted above. i really do not like being told what to do. i can understand when things are in my best interest and i know how to be respectful... but really at the end of the day, if i want to do something, i will do it. i will find a way to do it. if people tell me i can't do something, it just makes me want to do it even more. one of my pet peeves was that i hate when people tell my 'smoking kills' when i'm smoking. mother fucker i know that. obviously i'm not thinking about that little fact right now, so leave me the fuck alone. anything i choose to do is MYYYY choice.

the reason i brought this little ditty up is because this guy i was just talking to tried to get on me about weed and saying smoking kills and shit. i told him that it was one of my biggest pet peeves and that i do whatever the fuck i want. i guess he didn't like that or whatever, but i really don't care. i feel that if you are not my mother or my father, you really can't TELL me what to do. you can suggest things... for example, a teacher telling me to write a paper is really just a suggestion, its up to me whether i do it or not.

who knows maybe i'm wrong. maybe i'm really immature. maybe i'm just one hell of a Taurus. who knows???