..Pink Diaries..

..Pink Diaries..
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Friday, October 24, 2008

Relaxed and Normal

man. i am just too good looking for my own good! lol. so i went back to work yesterday at EWS. i was dressed all cute for my Hottie Gym Teacher. i walked into the multi-purpose room and there they were. Hot Gym Teacher and Cute Gym Teacher. (yeah, i didn't mention that the other gym teacher is cute... he flirted with me the other times i came to the school). as i was leaving the school, i saw a guy in the distance. i knew it was either Hot Gym Teacher or Cute Gym Teacher. it was Cute Gym Teacher. i was a bit let down to be honest. i was just initially more attracted to HGT. so CGT sparked up a conversation with me which resulted in him asking for my number. but the end result was me taking his number because he didn't have his phone. we had a text conversation and he seems like a cool guy. NORMAL like i've been wanting! maybe he fits my description for my relaxed normal relationship! that would be cool! he lives by campus. i can just picture being in my normal relationship with him. but i can't make any decisions to hastily. i'll see if he texts or calls me this weekend. more lata

peace<3

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

ramble

whats been going on in my life. oh lordy. well i'm really HATING my classes right now. all but math and principles of speech. i like those classes. i have this class called Language Development. UGH. i have no idea what that bitch be sayin!! lol. i just don't know what the hell she is talking about! then i have French. no comment. then there is speech and hearing. i'm doing fine in that class but there is a project coming up that completely baffles me. oh fucking well. so all in all, classes are kicking my ass right now and its not cool.
in other news...

i went to work again (for 30 minutes only because the kids were sleeping grr.) however, it wasn't a complete bust because i got to look at the H.O.T.T gym teacher. oh my lawd he is one fine hunk of man. i mean, chile, he is FOIIIIINE. hes probably my skin tone (unusual for me i know) pretty tall... and he clearly loves kids.. which is cute even though i don't like kids. it just shows that he probably is really caring and sweet. and did i mention that he is fine? cuz he definitely is. i saw him the first day i came to EWS but i saw him from afar. the next time i came i saw him and i realized he was fine. the third time i came he actually spoke to me. and i quote, "Welcome to Physical Education." in my head i said, "baby, you can physically educate me anytime you want" lmao. then the other gym teacher asked if i wanted to climb the rope... i was like 'i'm good'. then Hottie Teacher actually started climbing the rope. that was really sexy to watch. lol. watching him exert all that strength got me HOT! lmao. i wish i could talk to him on a more... personal.... level. lmao.
in other news...

SOMEONE STOLE MY MOTHER FUCKING BREAD! i went grocery shopping yesterday and when i went to make a sandwich later on, i couldn't find my bread. its fucking gone. i really feel that someone stole it. i remember it being in my room when i unpacked my groceries and now its just gone?! what the fuck! well that really upset me.
in other news...

Romeo never called. just like his name implied. i mean, 3 days is a long time.. its PLENTY of time. so if he was ever gonna call, i really feel that it would have been in those first few days. anything past that is kind of ridiculous. i mean, if he does call... i don't know. i mean, i'll answer the phone, but Nice Lauren won't be present. Bitch Lauren is gonna answer the phone.

My grades... I have been trying pretty hard in my classes, i have five classes, 3 Satisfactory's and one Unsatisfactory and one blank. lol. thats good enough for me. French is a motherfucking BIYATCH! fuck you oaky... fuck YOU!

man, i had a lot to talk about today. sweet! i'm getting kinda homesick again. i just miss my brothers and my mom and deborah a lot. i feel like i should miss my dad but.. i just don't. my goal for the week is to call him. whenever i go to call him, i talk myself out of it. terrible, i know. i still have time, right?

in more news! damn. today, i was thinking about my hair and how i'm going natural and what not, and i started to picture myself with dreads. i wonder what that would look like on me. two of my friends opinions are that it won't look right on me but I DON'T CARE. lol. i do what i want.

peace

Sunday, October 19, 2008

we've officially been chopped and screwed

(btw, that is my official-ticial favorite song right now!)

so this is homecoming huh? last year was a bit of a let down.. like i didn't see what the big fuss was about. this year the celebs at yardfest were not that great (with the exception of Earthtone, my boos). so yardfest got a 6.7 out of 10 from me. after that i got drunk with my friends which got a 4.5 out of 10. i did not have fun, i got really upset over some bullshit. anyhoo. that brings us to yesterday, step show day. i was expecting to sit with my friends...... didn't get to. i expected the shit to be long.... it wasn't. i expected shit to be POPPIN, music bladey bladey blah....... it DEF wasn't. so the stepshow got a 7 out of 10. after the stepshow we went to try to find something to eat. we ended up at mcdonalds of course. it was actually fun. the lokes were talking to us, that shit was so funny. this nigga was like, oh you have some pretty feet. then he proceeds to stroke my foot!!! then he was talking about how he liked some pretty eye makeup on some pretty eyes. then i was talking to my friends and he starts caressing my FACE! i didn't even know what to do. i couldn't get mad cuz that was actually funny. *sidebar* i was baggin for real last night. a bitch looked good. i've got pictures, don't worry about it *sidebar end*
then we went to the club. we had to wait about an hour to get in (not bad for homecoming). it was fun, i had myself a good time. trying to make up for the wackness of last year. i'm glad that i didn't just go back to meridian (which i definitely considered). either way, i had fun! danced, shook my bootay... it was fun! the only song i didn't hear was 'chopped and screwed' lol, but its okay, cuz its a new one. i LOVE LOVE LOVE that song. oh! i forgot to mention, before the club there was this group of boys from new york outside the club and they were talking to me, tajah, and danielle. this is one of the few times i was actually willing to give my number to someone lol. his name is.... get this.... ROMEO. i was like, what's your real name? he was like, my mother named me Romeo, its not a stage name. that shit was funny to me! lol. anyway, he was cool and his breath was nice and minty lol. so i'm actually (for the first time) kinda hoping he'll call/text. and hes from new york so he's a normal nigga i hope lol. the after party gets a definite 10 outta 10. nice way to end the homecoming festivities. i'm gonna do another post with pictures after i upload them.
peace