Is There Something Wrong With Me?

well, of course.. several things. but one in particular is in question...

i am not stressed about finals. ask me how many books i cracked today... go ahead... okay. NONE. finals don't make or break my grade so i just refuse to pull all-nighters, chain smoke, or lose my mind over it. if i'm tired, that means its time for my body to rest... not stay up and 'study'. no no no. it doesn't work like that for me. i need to sleep at night and be awake in the morning and afternoon. period. so, right now i'm fucking tired. i'm not about to try and focus on something really important. nope!

item number two. i hate this song "my president is black". the song isn't remotely intelligent and i don't want my hubby barack involved in that niggerdom.

item number three. i hate my one R.A. he is so stupid! he is really loud and obnoxious. if i have an issue, i'm definitely not going to his dumb country bumpkin ass. ew.

item number four... we're doing five items today. this item is about flirting. no, i have not really mastered this art. sad, i know. i feel like flirting is so pointless. if the guy is not interested in me, flirting is obsolete right? i don't know but, thats how i feel. if u feel me like that, ask for my number. flirting is stupid... thats not really what i wanted to talk about... the question i'm posing to you readers is this... you tell me what this means:
*text messaging*
Girl: Heyy
Guy: Hey you..
is that flirtatious of the guy? my best guy friend said "yes" no hesitation... my brother said "it could be"... what do you guys think? because i think its definitely flirtatious... however as i said earlier, i have not mastered this art by any means.

item number five: jazmine sullivan. i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE her. i hope i don't ever meet her because i won't know how to act. if you don't know her that well (because she is rather new) you should listen to the following songs (not her hits, i need you bad, lions tigers and bears, or bust your windows... even though those are good)
1. one night stand
2. silent tears
3. switch
4. make u stay
5. her remake of 'prototype'

some of those aren't on the album 'fearless' but they're still good, just listen to them on youtube. kay? cool.

okay, i am so freaking tired so i'm gonna go pee and then hit the hey! or is it hay... idk!
peace

i really don't appreciate that...

okay sooooo here is the deal. i hate to write when i'm feeling bitchy because its annoying to read. but i have to do it today. soo lets begin.

if lauren decides she is going to go to a class, she expects that the teacher is there and ready to teach. i don't appreciate lateness and i don't appreciate teachers just not showing up without warning. today i went to my much neglected math class and was furious to realize that this motherfucker was not coming. so i went back to my room. later on i went to my other two classes, the last one being french. mind you, it takes all that is within me to bring myself to that class, so today, when she didn't show up... i almost lost it! not to mention, this is the week before finals! i need that extra boost before i go into these exams and my teachers had the nerve to just not show up! i'm so upset. my parents pay out the ass to send me to this school and the teachers don't even fucking show up the week before finals. that is some motherfuckin bullshit and i am really not pleased! ugh.

peace<3